Sadness At The Break Of Dawn

I am sad. I was supposed to meet my bestie tonight, but alas, that did not happen. I am sitting at my desk at work coming down off a great buzz so that I can drive home with some semblance of reason. To say I was looking forward to tonight and needed it, is a gross understatement. I needed to gab, dish, gossip and every other word close to that you can think of. But it didn't happen. Will there be other times? Of course. It's just a great disapointment that it didn't happen tonight. Do I want to cry right now? Of course. Will I? Of course not. I am me, and I will get past this. Regardless of whatever drama she is enduring right now, she still has a social life. She still goes out random nights here and there. I have to move heaven & earth to get "a night off". Since it is now o'dark thirty, it will probably be a while before I am granted "time out for good behavior". But it'll happen. We'll have our night. Unfortunately, it wasn't tonight. Que sera, sera.